專輯：Red (Taylor’s Version) 紅色 (泰勒絲全新版)
專輯發行日期：2021/11/12
Taylor Swift - Forever Winter (Taylor's Version) (From The Vault) (Lyric Video)
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He says he doesn't believe anything much he hears these days
他氣惱地說 自己這陣子情緒太過低落 無法再相信周遭聽見任何事情
He says, "Why fall in love, just so you can watch it go away?"
他甚至還說『早知道感情終究會淡去 又何必一頭熱地追求愛情？』
He spends most of his nights wishing it was how it used to be
他那些不成眠的夜晚 睜大雙眼 希望一切能夠還原到事情發生以前
He spends most of his flights getting pulled down by gravity
他用盡各種方法 試著讓自己高興起來 卻一次次遭到現實無情重摔
I call, just checking up on him
我於是決定打電話 關心他的情形
He's up, 3 AM, pacing
他便接起 半夜三點 來回踱步
He says, "It's not just a phase I'm in"
他告訴我『也許 我這樣並不只是低潮期』
My voice comes out begging
我幾近哀求地開口 卻愛莫能助
All this time I didn't know
這段日子以來 我絲毫不知情
You were breaking down
你究竟遭受什麼樣的打擊
I'd fall to pieces on the floor
要是你選擇離開人世 放棄生命
If you weren't around
我將跪倒在地 泣不成聲
Too young to know it gets better
是我這個作朋友的 不懂事太過年輕
I'll be summer sun for you forever
我願化作旭陽 點亮世界 只為讓你好受
Forever winter if you go
你走了以後 我的世界從此進入永冬
He seems fine most of the time
他平時看似毫無異狀 與人相處愉快
Forcing smiles and never minds
但實際上卻是強顏歡笑 勉為其難
His laugh is a symphony
他的笑聲 就好比交響樂悅耳
When the lights go out, it's hard to breathe
可當燈光一滅 他便遭情緒吞沒 幾乎快不能呼吸
I pull at every thread trying to solve the puzzles in his head
我依循現有的線索 抽絲剝繭 試圖從他紊亂無條理的腦袋理出頭緒
Live my life scared to death he'll decide to leave instead
若他做出什麼傻事 就這樣離開人世 我會一輩子活在悔痛之中
I call, just checking up on him
我又慌又急 打電話到他家去關心
He's up, 5 AM, wasted
他卻還醒著 凌晨五點 喝個爛醉
Long gone, not even listening
意識渙散 就連我說什麼也沒聽見
My voice comes out screaming
我的喉嚨硬生生擠出聲音 幾近吶喊
All this time I didn't know
這段日子以來 我絲毫不知情
You were breaking down
你究竟遭受什麼樣的打擊
I'd fall to pieces on the floor
要是你選擇離開人世 放棄生命
If you weren't around
我將跪倒在地 泣不成聲
Too young to know it gets better
是我這個作朋友的 不懂事太過年輕
I'll be summer sun for you forever
我願化作旭陽 點亮世界 只為讓你好受
Forever winter if you go
你走了以後 我的世界從此進入永冬
If I was standing there in your apartment
倘若憾事發生當晚 我人就在你公寓內 陪在你身邊
I'd take that bomb in your head and disarm it
或許 我就能拆下你腦袋那顆未爆彈 及時阻止一切
I'd say I love you even at your darkest and
哪怕你心被黑夜籠罩 我也願意愛你 還有就是說
Please don't go
能不能求你別離開我
I didn't know
我真的不曉得
You were breaking down
你當時深陷水深火熱之中
I'd fall to pieces on the floor
假如你寧可不告而別 就這麼走掉
If you weren’t around
我的心真的會就這麼碎掉
Too young to know it gets better
沒能及早覺察到你的不對 都是我不好
I'll be summer sun for you forever
我願作旭陽 點亮你那漫無天日的世界
Forever winter if you go
若你離開 這世界將下起無盡風雪
I'll be your summer sun forever
我願成為你的專屬燦陽 直到永遠
At 3 AM, pacing
凌晨三點 踱步徘徊
All this time I didn't know
這段日子以來 我怎會幫不了你
At 5 AM, wasted
清晨五點鐘 爛醉的你
I'd be in pieces on the floor
我心將化成粉碎 重重倒臥在地
Forever winter if you go
永恆冬日是失去你的殘忍結局
He says he doesn't believe anything much he hears these days
他坦言最近過得不太好 總覺得身邊周遭的所見所聞 完全不值得信任
I say, "Believe in one thing, I won't go away"
我會告訴他『相信我 我會陪在你身邊 哪兒也不去』
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* 本曲獻給泰勒的高中好友，Jeff Lang，他在二十一歲時因藥物過量而死。
當時榮獲BMI最佳鄉村作詞人的她，曾在致詞中提及Jeff，語帶哽咽。
*繼"Champagne Problems"及"Renegade"後，又一全新力作。
獻給與心魔對抗的你我。
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