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專輯：complex (demo) 

專輯發行日期：2022/8/26

Katie Gregson-MacLeod - complex (demo)

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I'm twenty-one

我今年才二十一

The edge is razor thin

就像剃刀邊緣那樣鋒利

Between being numb and feeling everything

漸漸地對身邊周遭的事物 和情緒起伏感到麻痺

Good days only serve as relief again

深信好日子會出現 成為我活下去的動力

Now I'm watching as I waste away my days

如今我就像旁觀者 看自己如何虛擲寶貴的光陰

And then, it's a cross dissolve

接下來呢 轉場畫面顯示人物淡出

It's a scene I've played before

來到這一幕 是我從前飾演過的劇情

And the leading role that I thought I'd hold

而負責領銜的要角 還以為能配合我的指示來演出

Doesn't listen to me anymore

提供寶貴建議 她卻再也不願意聽

But I'm wearing his boxers, I'm being a good wife

可我穿著他的四角褲出入 敬業地扮演愛家的賢妻良母

We won't be together, but maybe the next life

我們今生注定不會在一起 但也許來生前緣還能再續

I need him like watеr, he lives on a landslide

他是我不可或缺的水分 他卻身處隨時塌陷的山崩

I cry in his bathroom, hе turns off the big light

我反鎖自己在他浴室哭泣 而他人就在屋外熄滅大燈

I'm being a cool girl, I'm keeping it so tight

我雖表現得稀鬆平常 其實我很努力才活得像正常人

I carry him home while my friends have a good night

我必須負起責任開車送他回去 而那晚我朋友玩得正盡興

I need him like water, he thinks that I'm alright

我若是沒了他就會活活渴死 而他沒了我也活得下去

I'm not feeling human, I think he's a good guy

我覺得自己愈活愈不像人 但我還是覺得他是個好人

But it's complex

但這全都一言難盡

It's a complex

這感覺一言難盡

It's a complex

這關係一言難盡

I'm a complex

我也是一言難盡

Triangular, I can see them now

課堂教的三角習題 我終於看出端倪

Three points at which I let myself down

根據這三點資料顯示 低潮得怪我害了我自己

I was just a girl, what's the excuse now?

我除了年輕得很 還有什麼藉口能夠推諉責任？

Too regular, this pattern

幾何立方體 這樣複雜的紋路

I've been taking shelter in reaching new highs

是我豎起前所未有的防衛心 得保護自己不受傷害

When I was nineteen I wanted to die

當我十九歲那年 每天都渴望死亡的痛快

Now I just want to kill you

現在我滿腦子想著如何殺死你

But I don't want to paint you the victim

但我不想多此一舉 替你營造無辜受害者形象

And I talk a good game

而我演的向來比說的要強

I'd die for just the promise you'd listen

我願意用死亡 去證實你說會聽的這句話是謊

But I'm wearing his boxers, I'm being a good wife

可我穿著他的四角褲出入 敬業地扮演愛家的賢妻良母

We won't be together, but maybe the next life

我們今生注定不會在一起 但也許來生前緣還能再續

I need him like watеr, he lives on a landslide

他是我不可或缺的水分 他卻身處隨時塌陷的山崩

I cry in his bathroom, hе turns off the big light

我反鎖自己在他浴室哭泣 而他人就在屋外熄滅大燈

I'm being a cool girl, I'm keeping it so tight

我雖表現得稀鬆平常 其實我很努力才活得像正常人

I carry him home while my friends have a good night

我必須負起責任開車送他回去 而那晚我朋友玩得正盡興

I need him like water, he thinks that I'm alright

我若是沒了他就會活活渴死 而他沒了我也活得下去

I'm not feeling human, I think he's a good guy

我覺得自己愈活愈不像人 但我還是覺得他是個好人

But it's complex

但這全都一言難盡

It's a complex

這感覺一言難盡

It's a complex

這想法一言難盡

I'm a complex

我也是一言難盡